Complicated.

Love.. crazy topic.. and I'm not sure I'm fully committed to getting into the subject. It is so complex, all aspects of it. It's more than emotional.. its devastating, it's beautiful.. it's everything. The last two days I've had Nivea's Complicated song on reply.. She hits a point in the song, and I swear I'm crying inside with it.
It's kinda crazy to think of living life without love. I mean I could if I had to.. live without being in love, however I could not even phantom being without love in my life. What's funny about love though, is how quickly people fall in and out of it. The rush of it is overwhelming and its presence is burdening, even when your lovers are long gone they burn deep within you.
Losing love has to be one of the most difficult crosses one can ever bare. Like sand, if you hold it too tight the grans will slip through your hands.. and yet if you don't hold it tight enough the wind will carry it away.. What happens when love doesn't love you, anymore.