Sweet Dreams Beckie Boo.

On the 12th of February 2009 many were horrified to hear word of the untimely death of Beckie Borg.
News of Ms. Borg.. aka Ms. Thang, death was a completely unexpected shock & devastation to many people that were part of her life.
It was confirmed early into the hours of the 13th that Beckie had died in her sleep and subsequently had not suffered any pain.

I have not slept well in the past few days as a result of the news sinking in. A lot of people are trying to cope with the death of Beckie so I decided that returning to this blog and writing this will at least extend my condolences to Beckie's family, friends and loved ones and will also help me find closure with the horrifying reality.

Born on the 18th of April in 1990 within her short 18 years of life she accomplished more than most can in a lifetime. Soft-spoken, patient, vibrant and kind Beckie never demanded anything from anyone but to be felt loved. (Well You Are!) Friends easily remember Beckie as a force of nature, once you got to know her through her shy exterior you saw this light that shone brighter than we ever truly understood. Memoriess of her humor are ample as she did her best to live her life as happy and true as possible.. forcing everyone around her to smile, laugh and have fun at and with her wacky and insanely angelic self. A smile was always plastered on her face and her remarkable good looks were met with a remarkable love for life, others and her pets!!

Beckie's death has affected a lot of people, but I am honoured to be able to say I knew her. Regardless of things that were never said between Beckie and I, and times I did not do what my heart now bursts to do, I truly love Beckie and am privleged to call her my friend. I was so sad thinking about what she has done for my life and trying to think about what I could have done for hers, what I should of. Now I understand my time, my friendship, my conversation, my kiss or cuddle, joke or wave was not enough, but still just right. Beckie was alive in me, and she will continue to be for the rest of my life. To everyone that is mourning the loss of Ms. Thang I extend my hand, my heart, and my thoughts to you. I cannot put into words how I am feeling, nor do I feel I will ever be able to I know in my heart Beckie can feel it, I know in my heart Beckie knows it now, I know in my heart Beckie is alive there, and I know in my heart that Beckie has got my back.

Beckie Borg will always be the 'sickest white girl' I ever met 'bravv'.. and whenever I pass her house on my way in and out I will make sure I stop to say hi all the times I didn't while she was here. We love & miss you gorgeous.xXx

Sweet Dreams Angel.